It's Gonna Be Painful. But...
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Writing a tiny book is a rewarding creative project, but it’s never been all sunshine and rainbows for me.
It brought and still brings discomfort.
I usually experience discomfort when…
1. I cannot find a logical way to organise my thoughts on paper.
2. I have to stop writing because of work.
3. A week has passed, and I still haven’t had the time to write a single sentence. The discomfort comes from knowing I could’ve had the time if I had organised my day better.
4. I spend one hour on a 5-sentence paragraph and leave the computer still feeling unhappy with what I wrote.
5. On my draft, I see too many incomplete sentences and notes but not enough full-fledged, coherent paragraphs.
6. I wonder if the copyeditor/book cover designer I’m paying will do a good job.
7. I write a paragraph and think, Yes! This is exactly what I wanted to say. It looks good. It sounds good. It’s perfect! The next day, I see the same paragraph and think, Urgh.
8. I struggle to find the next most logical way to move my argument forward.
9. I know I won’t have time to write today, tomorrow, and the day after.
10. I know I’m editing and editing, but I’m not actually improving the prose in any considerable way.
11. It’s 9:30 PM, I’m tired, and I wonder if I should write instead of playing my favourite video game…and I play the video game.
